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United States
I'm Patricia.

--SM Name: Wicked Trish
Alias: Jealous Trish

High School Graduate, '12
Stitch Obsessed!:)
Loves to Sing (but sucks at it)
Fun in the Clouds
Loves to Do Self-Portrait Photography
Make-Up Artist
I like Blood
Loves Dark Makeup
Natural Blonde
I'm an Odd-Ball
Hopeless Romantic
Therapist for Friends
Loves Purple
Brutally Honest
Blue Eyes that change to Gray
Writer of Short Stories and Poems

Current Residence: Kentucky
Favorite genre of music: Rock
Favorite style of art: Photography
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Favorite cartoon character: Stitch!
Personal Quote: No freakin' way!


You weren't there when I was put in that Police car
You weren't there when I called you to tell you I was being take away
You ignored me when I had tried to talk to you
You never even came to see me
Every day I was there
S h i v e r i n g
Awaiting a call from you
But nothing

It was like you left me there to die
Every day was harder for me
Even when I was told I had an emptiness in me
I knew that emptiness were you
You weren't there to fulfill that emptiness anymore
I was a l o n e
You aren't coming back

I feel like I am dying every day
D y i n g
I say
Blood rushing through my veins
Energy leaking out of my body like an open wound
H e a d a c h e s
Oh the headaches that make you want to just scream
And the cramping in the stomach that makes you want to die

I should have been dead a long time ago
I should have been long before the abuse you gave
The a b u s e you put upon my already broken body
You knew I was broken and shattered before I got with you
You took advantage and I thought it was love.
I cloaked with the shadow of l o v e

Your abuse is what put me in that H o s p i t a l
That final goodbye sent me overboard
And I grabbed that knife
B l o o d
All I remember was blood
And the craziest bitch was born
She isn't buried
She isn't gone
She's here and she's bad
You won't like who she is
Because she is who she used to be
Before you
And who you created as well

She is
She is
And she's a Bitch.
With a Past
I can't help it
When I feel the blood beneath my fingers
I tremble
And I want more
I want to feel the warmth
The nice tenderness beneath my fingers
Your blood between the tips
How I scratch and your weep
I want to hear you scream
Scream it
Scream it now forever more
Say my name before this ends
Before you lie beneath the floor
Feel the tremble of your skin
The nice and warm blood between my fingers
I want more
I need more
Now I must feel what its like
To taste your body within mine
So I'm losing even more weight
Bought me a new shirt at Walmart last night...The cutest damn shirt. and It is a smaller size than I already wear. Well, it's strapless and it keeps falling down. Shit! This sucks. lol

I'm not ashamed to say this. I've had a baby. lol.
Before I got pregnant I weighed 195. When I went into the doctor office to get weighed before I had my daughter, I weighted 212lbs. Well. It's 10 weeks since I've had my daughter and I weight 178lbs now. :) And still losing it. 
  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: I'm With You - Avril Lavigne

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Eeddey Featured By Owner May 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for adding Harley Quinn and The Joker by Eeddey to your Favorites! :happybounce:
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rainbowphotos Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015
Happy Birthday :heart::cake::heart:
itsmyccrets Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2015  Hobbyist Photographer
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy Birthday Patricia!!!
Rollwurst Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the fav :hug:
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Thank you for adding the DD Poor Mans Caddy 2505 to your :+fav:'s
shaerrilynn Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015
thank you for the fave! I really appreciate it
LiHy Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2015  Professional
Thank you so much for the "fave." I really appreciate the support. God bless!
DiosaEMR Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the :+fav:
appreciate it!
AlexiaNg Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2015   Artist
Thanks for the favourite :)
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