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Goodbyes"Goodbyes are not forever, Goodbyes are not for us.
Goodbyes aren’t tragedy. Goodbyes are not robust.
This may be good, This may not be for real.
But a Goodbye upon the pages, makes time want to stand still.
I cannot lose, I cannot waste.
I just want you to be well thought through.
Please don’t give up, nor will I.
For each timbering day is more like I’m dying.
Goodbyes are not forever, Goodbyes are not for us.
I love you.
And all of this is robust.”
UntitledI don't wanna sit back and wait
I don't wanna sit back -----
I can't deal with the pain
the ---- pain ----
You've been tearing away
Away from me
You're agonizing pain
That leaves me -----
You're leaving me in pain
Do you understand
Your love is crucial
All I want is
My love ---- My love
You're the answer
You're the answer
She Was Forgotten, And Yet She Tried Even Harder"And then she said, 'I cannot believe how easy it is for you to move on knowing how much we have and you just want to give up and no longer fight for us.' She knew she needed to try harder, but being ignored and being thrown away like she was nothing wasn't making it any easier. She waited painfully for the slightest chance that he'd call. But she'd felt like he'd truly given up. She knew she couldn't give up that easily because he meant that much to her; but, what could one little soul do? When all she tried, she was still given the cold shoulder."
LosingIt pierces my heart
When I think of You
It pierces my head
When I try to forget
Could be the end of me
Could be the end of eternity
I can't think
I can't sleep
And I can't eat
Away the pain
Each waking moment
I stare in blank clarity
Losing this game
Could be the end
Of a beautiful memory
Mommy's Little BabyYou're mommy's little baby
No matter how far
No matter Much
You may grow
You'll always be my baby
You may think
That Days are
But as you may
You'll learn the
For some reason
That at the end
You'll always be
No matter how
You may grow
To You:To You:
you're my world. Did you know that when I hear you name, my heart skips a beat. Then once my heart catches up to the sweet and tender words that slip out of your mouth...I begin to turn breathless. I can't speak. I can't talk. I can't even stand not even three feet away from you. Your body is like a poisonous gas, I breath it in and I can't deny it. When you touch me, my body gets so weak that I feel like I could just collapse any minute. Your love, you've given it to me. I hold you heart and I don't ever want to need to give it back. No matter how hurtful things may seem, I'm willing to work completely through it all with you, everyday.
I'm beginning to feel like we once did before. I never thought I'd ever feel like this once again. But these past three days, they've been so breathtaking. You're my one and only. You're the air I breath, and just being a couple days a way from you, I felt like I was dying. I never want to feel that emptiness again and I never want you to
BrokenheartedHow could I be so blind?
I've lost the love of my life
I miss you
What have I done?
Why did I have to be so depressed?
Why did I have to end us?
Now I've lost you
There is no hope for me
I want you and only you
I just want you to hold me
Hold me in your arms
Come kiss me goodnight
Come kiss me before you leave
For the night
Please all I want
Is your lips touching mine
I want you back
I made a mistake
I shouldn't have done
What I did
I shouldn't have ended it
Just because I was depressed
And thinking I'd already lost you
I ended us
What have I done?
I Want You
I Need You
I Love You
You've Lost MeI thought You Loved Me
I thought You
Would tell me anything I thought You
loved me and you couldn't bare to Lose me
Where did our love go?
It faded the day you left me
It faded the day you
thought you wanted someone else
You lost me from the moment
touched someone else's body
You've lost it
Our love faded the day
you caressed someone else's
skin other than mine
I've lost You
I've lost our love
Because you wanted someone else
The moment you lost me
Was the moment you'd blame
it all on me
It's Okay to be ImperfectThe moon
Stand Against SuicideI know the pain is perhaps unbearable,
But darling, please put down the blade.
Release your emotions through tears and smiles,
Rather than dreading these days.
Do it for the little girl, whose mother can’t be there,
Or for the boy whose father drank too much.
For the boy who can’t sit in elementary school,
Because the bruises from Daddy hurt to touch.
For the teenage girl lying face down in her bed,
Thinking, why can’t it all be done?
For the elderly man looking up at the stars,
Counting the days one by one.
Do it for the children who wonder, does it end?
For the ones who feel left on their own.
For the ones who think, maybe it wouldn’t be so hard
If I didn’t feel so left alone.
And finally, do it for one other person,
The person in front of these words.
Because you’ll never know how it gets better
When focusing on pain and hurt.
Live one more day, dear, for them and for you,
And I swear to you, problems will fade.
I know, for right now, it’s p
Unable to loveMy love was pure
I only wanted
But my heart
Because my love
Like a piece of garbage
And now I'm unable
Because the shreds
Of my shattered soul
I Thought I Needed FeminismI thought I needed feminism, when I was a little girl.
And I am very sad to admit, that this wasn't very long ago.
I thought when he held the door open for me, that he was making a big mistake.
That he was being a pompous ass, and he took my strength for a fake.
And when he offered to pay my tab, I still called him an ass.
Because I thought he assumed I was poor, and below middle class.
Or when his hard work earned him a promotion,
yet I did nothing, and the boss' ignorance to promote me, I believed was a sexist notion.
My friend really wanted feminism when she found her ex-dead drunk,
removed his clothes, and without his consent, had a pleasurable fuck.
When her parents bust into the room unexpected that night,
she said he raped her, and he was arrested without so much as a fight.
Perhaps feminism was there when I walked out into the street in pure nudity,
and shouted the my neighbors “You have no right to judge me!”
I didn't care about the children who were standing in th
MathematicsI am but the sum of my
F L A W S;
a network of
S C A R S
a disaster of
D R E A M S
a shield of
B O N E S
C A L C U L A T I O N
a void of
to the girl i lose my words aroundi have been meaning to tell you for years:
i think you’re beautiful. i have
seen nothing on earth that holds a candle
to the ocean you carry inside your body.
it spills over your edges sometimes, like
a rain shower around you, blurring your penciled-in
lines until there is nothing left of you but your natural
cliffs, valleys, and deserts.
i like that.
i have never met someone who is, somehow,
a sea and a storm at the same time.
maybe i never will again.
maybe you are the only one
who gathers clouds on her forehead
like a promise, or feels the push and pull of the tide
with her every step.
you are beautiful, honestly.
you are honest, beautifully.
it is in the way you talk, the way you hold ice
on your tongue but forget to use it—
you always forget to use it, i don’t think
you know how.
to be truthful, i’m afraid of your smile
and how it breaks over me, how it pulls
me like a whirlpool down, how it pushes me
like a current back to the surface. i’m afraid of
DifferentDifferent on the outside,
Different mask you see daily,
Different girl you call ‘Hailey’
To my surprise
Your ears are distracted,
So I tell lies, looking into your eyes,
“Yea I’m fine. Simply tired”
For that response my brain is wired.
Different mouth you hear speaking,
Different voice you hear screaming
Different eyes you see pleading,
Different person you’d befriended
I’m sorry this is how it’s ended.
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