|Deviant Login||Shop||Join deviantART for FREE||Take the Tour|
Goodbyes"Goodbyes are not forever, Goodbyes are not for us.
Goodbyes aren’t tragedy. Goodbyes are not robust.
This may be good, This may not be for real.
But a Goodbye upon the pages, makes time want to stand still.
I cannot lose, I cannot waste.
I just want you to be well thought through.
Please don’t give up, nor will I.
For each timbering day is more like I’m dying.
Goodbyes are not forever, Goodbyes are not for us.
I love you.
And all of this is robust.”
UntitledI don't wanna sit back and wait
I don't wanna sit back -----
I can't deal with the pain
the ---- pain ----
You've been tearing away
Away from me
You're agonizing pain
That leaves me -----
You're leaving me in pain
Do you understand
Your love is crucial
All I want is
My love ---- My love
You're the answer
You're the answer
She Was Forgotten, And Yet She Tried Even Harder"And then she said, 'I cannot believe how easy it is for you to move on knowing how much we have and you just want to give up and no longer fight for us.' She knew she needed to try harder, but being ignored and being thrown away like she was nothing wasn't making it any easier. She waited painfully for the slightest chance that he'd call. But she'd felt like he'd truly given up. She knew she couldn't give up that easily because he meant that much to her; but, what could one little soul do? When all she tried, she was still given the cold shoulder."
LosingIt pierces my heart
When I think of You
It pierces my head
When I try to forget
Could be the end of me
Could be the end of eternity
I can't think
I can't sleep
And I can't eat
Away the pain
Each waking moment
I stare in blank clarity
Losing this game
Could be the end
Of a beautiful memory
Mommy's Little BabyYou're mommy's little baby
No matter how far
No matter Much
You may grow
You'll always be my baby
You may think
That Days are
But as you may
You'll learn the
For some reason
That at the end
You'll always be
No matter how
You may grow
To You:To You:
you're my world. Did you know that when I hear you name, my heart skips a beat. Then once my heart catches up to the sweet and tender words that slip out of your mouth...I begin to turn breathless. I can't speak. I can't talk. I can't even stand not even three feet away from you. Your body is like a poisonous gas, I breath it in and I can't deny it. When you touch me, my body gets so weak that I feel like I could just collapse any minute. Your love, you've given it to me. I hold you heart and I don't ever want to need to give it back. No matter how hurtful things may seem, I'm willing to work completely through it all with you, everyday.
I'm beginning to feel like we once did before. I never thought I'd ever feel like this once again. But these past three days, they've been so breathtaking. You're my one and only. You're the air I breath, and just being a couple days a way from you, I felt like I was dying. I never want to feel that emptiness again and I never want you to
BrokenheartedHow could I be so blind?
I've lost the love of my life
I miss you
What have I done?
Why did I have to be so depressed?
Why did I have to end us?
Now I've lost you
There is no hope for me
I want you and only you
I just want you to hold me
Hold me in your arms
Come kiss me goodnight
Come kiss me before you leave
For the night
Please all I want
Is your lips touching mine
I want you back
I made a mistake
I shouldn't have done
What I did
I shouldn't have ended it
Just because I was depressed
And thinking I'd already lost you
I ended us
What have I done?
I Want You
I Need You
I Love You
You've Lost MeI thought You Loved Me
I thought You
Would tell me anything I thought You
loved me and you couldn't bare to Lose me
Where did our love go?
It faded the day you left me
It faded the day you
thought you wanted someone else
You lost me from the moment
touched someone else's body
You've lost it
Our love faded the day
you caressed someone else's
skin other than mine
I've lost You
I've lost our love
Because you wanted someone else
The moment you lost me
Was the moment you'd blame
it all on me
My mind deals with
Overcomes my judgement
Today it's no different
I can't take it anymore
Observing my image but
Nothing is revealed
I Saw a Burning ManIn front of my house, he sat.
Skin burnt off, now charred and black.
Hesitantly, I walked outside.
And he followed me with his watery eyes.
With steps as nimble as the snow,
I hid my fear and continued to go.
Now before him, the Burning Man.
I kindly offered him my shaky hand.
No malice nor vice leaked off of him,
rather sadness and agony which simmered below his skin.
I could feel it around me, the pain and despair,
yet, physically the man was nearly repaired.
For his scorched skin was not his problem,
instead the bottled emotions that devoured all of him.
“Would you like to come inside sir, and stay?”
In which he replied by looking away.
Again I asked, and received no reply,
and was startled when the man began to cry.
Unsure of what to do, I walked away,
Yet I’ll never forget what happened that day.
Be it from pain, or mute, or undisclosed desires,
I watched as the man was engulfed in fire.
I stood back in awe, with my mouth agape,
and feared that he had fallen into
little victories.when i was younger,
i thought i was the strongest
little girl in the world
because i could easily
beat my older brother
at arm wrestling.
it wasn't until years later
that i realized
To the person who holds my best friend's heart...I know that is is kind of weird
But I felt that I should write this down.
I need to tell you what I feel
And tell you what he means to me.
He's my best friend and he's a good man.
Please, give him the love and respect he deserves.
He may seem goofy but he's very sweet.
I know this because he was always there for me when I was sad.
Now, I know that you're not bad
Cause he would never choose someone who's mean.
But I still want to tell you just in case you forget in the future;
Please don't break his heart.
He's been through so much
And he doesn't deserve something like that.
He is the kind of person who smiles even when he's hurt by others
And would take any pain for the people he loves.
I know, I've witnessed it.
I know he may seem kind of childish sometimes
But don't let it get to you.
It's just his way of expressing himself.
He's very caring and I'm sure he'll do anything to make you happy.
He doesn't look like it but he's very kind and thoughtful.
He'll put your needs before h
And There Was Lighti.
He was seventeen when he died.
I never went to the funeral
but I walked past it the day of
the service. His mother
was in the backseat of a blue Dodge,
door open, head in her hands.
"My baby," she kept repeating.
"My baby." It would go from sobbing, to
screaming, to a soft whisper that
I could only hear being carried
on the wind.
It was a Wednesday afternoon that they found
his old red pickup truck parked
out front of Slim's, two beer bottles in
the back and the windows cracked to let the stale
I heard that his dad told the police he was
gonna take that old truck and fix it up, because
he had promised his son before—
because it's always in the before—
And in the after, his mother never had dry eyes
and I'm pretty sure my mom told me
that she saw his dad at the bar every night,
drinking his sorrows down because some people can't
handle the stress.
Some people can't figure out why their son would
"Some men just want to w
in which I gain sentiencesave room
for doubt, in the silence between
religious guilt and stolen
body heat. I am made of helium.
in my dreams they
pop me and
watch me flutter. I wonder if everyone
else’s head is so congested as mine,
hyperactive with inattentive people.
you are never serious--
he stares at me in a different
set of eyes; there are words
I cannot say, there are
things I cannot tell you.
(twice a week
I watch the people I love
leave me for good.
spiders in my throat,
1:33 amto the angry young
hungry ocean eyes:
i do not wish to know
what crawled inside
your ribs to
i just wish you would
let it leave.
You Ever Felt ItHave you ever felt it?
When you lay there broken
And feel yourself so guilty
Eyes gushing red
And you want to sleep in a coma
Your brain swelling with thoughts
At the same time empty with nothing
When you can't suit yourself
And see yourself a place among the demons
that moment when you control your life
The moment when you choose between life and death
And then you yourself can decide either way
It's when you're on the edge
And want someone to pull you back before you make another step
A hook, to rip all the insanity out of your body
And suck all the madness that is growing black dead trees
Have you ever felt it, have you known depression
Did you ever seek a source of help, and did you ever find it
Keep in Touch!
Bluefley has a gallery filled with artwork that whisks you off in to a Sci-fi daydream, and keeps you captivated for hours. Marc has been a member of our community for over a decade and has achieved nothing but success with his astounding commitment to interacting with the community, sharing a prolific amount of video tutorials and generally being an all round rockstar deviant. It is no joke that we are absolutely delighted to award the Deviousness Award for April 2014 to ... Read More