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Goodbyes"Goodbyes are not forever, Goodbyes are not for us.
Goodbyes aren’t tragedy. Goodbyes are not robust.
This may be good, This may not be for real.
But a Goodbye upon the pages, makes time want to stand still.
I cannot lose, I cannot waste.
I just want you to be well thought through.
Please don’t give up, nor will I.
For each timbering day is more like I’m dying.
Goodbyes are not forever, Goodbyes are not for us.
I love you.
And all of this is robust.”
UntitledI don't wanna sit back and wait
I don't wanna sit back -----
I can't deal with the pain
the ---- pain ----
You've been tearing away
Away from me
You're agonizing pain
That leaves me -----
You're leaving me in pain
Do you understand
Your love is crucial
All I want is
My love ---- My love
You're the answer
You're the answer
She Was Forgotten, And Yet She Tried Even Harder"And then she said, 'I cannot believe how easy it is for you to move on knowing how much we have and you just want to give up and no longer fight for us.' She knew she needed to try harder, but being ignored and being thrown away like she was nothing wasn't making it any easier. She waited painfully for the slightest chance that he'd call. But she'd felt like he'd truly given up. She knew she couldn't give up that easily because he meant that much to her; but, what could one little soul do? When all she tried, she was still given the cold shoulder."
LosingIt pierces my heart
When I think of You
It pierces my head
When I try to forget
Could be the end of me
Could be the end of eternity
I can't think
I can't sleep
And I can't eat
Away the pain
Each waking moment
I stare in blank clarity
Losing this game
Could be the end
Of a beautiful memory
Mommy's Little BabyYou're mommy's little baby
No matter how far
No matter Much
You may grow
You'll always be my baby
You may think
That Days are
But as you may
You'll learn the
For some reason
That at the end
You'll always be
No matter how
You may grow
To You:To You:
you're my world. Did you know that when I hear you name, my heart skips a beat. Then once my heart catches up to the sweet and tender words that slip out of your mouth...I begin to turn breathless. I can't speak. I can't talk. I can't even stand not even three feet away from you. Your body is like a poisonous gas, I breath it in and I can't deny it. When you touch me, my body gets so weak that I feel like I could just collapse any minute. Your love, you've given it to me. I hold you heart and I don't ever want to need to give it back. No matter how hurtful things may seem, I'm willing to work completely through it all with you, everyday.
I'm beginning to feel like we once did before. I never thought I'd ever feel like this once again. But these past three days, they've been so breathtaking. You're my one and only. You're the air I breath, and just being a couple days a way from you, I felt like I was dying. I never want to feel that emptiness again and I never want you to
BrokenheartedHow could I be so blind?
I've lost the love of my life
I miss you
What have I done?
Why did I have to be so depressed?
Why did I have to end us?
Now I've lost you
There is no hope for me
I want you and only you
I just want you to hold me
Hold me in your arms
Come kiss me goodnight
Come kiss me before you leave
For the night
Please all I want
Is your lips touching mine
I want you back
I made a mistake
I shouldn't have done
What I did
I shouldn't have ended it
Just because I was depressed
And thinking I'd already lost you
I ended us
What have I done?
I Want You
I Need You
I Love You
You've Lost MeI thought You Loved Me
I thought You
Would tell me anything I thought You
loved me and you couldn't bare to Lose me
Where did our love go?
It faded the day you left me
It faded the day you
thought you wanted someone else
You lost me from the moment
touched someone else's body
You've lost it
Our love faded the day
you caressed someone else's
skin other than mine
I've lost You
I've lost our love
Because you wanted someone else
The moment you lost me
Was the moment you'd blame
it all on me
I AmI am single,
but I am loved.
I am not a genius,
but I am intelligent.
I am not breathtaking,
but I have beauty.
I am not a saint,
but I am kind.
To the world,
I am not perfect.
But for someone,
All Her Little ThingsStop hating her for the littlest things.
The things she can't prevent,
The things she can't save herself from..
Stop demanding her to do things,
Things she can't accomplish,
Things she can't imagine being done...
Stop lying to her,
Telling her you love her,
Want her, need her...
When all you've ever done is make her want to
Stop hating her for the littlest things.
The things she can't prevent,
The things she can't save herself from...
When those little things you've done
Take her down...
The little things won't matter anymore.
lung canceri will die with your name on my lips
because there is nothing else i'll need to say.
you are my coffin, my funeral pyre.
as my bones disintegrate, popping and snapping,
you will greedily swallow my ashes
until nothing is left of me but secondhand smoke.
i've danced with you, love, across hospital tile,
the scent of antiseptic cloying as valentine's chocolate.
you dipped me into unconsciousness,
and i willingly closed my eyes.
the intrusion of your scalpel teeth no longer scares me.
you, my rigor mortis soul mate, always take me under.
your tent of frostbitten shelter pulls me down, an anchor,
while i gag on pills too abstract to save me.
forgive me, lungs, of my cigarette abuse,
but i've found happiness in a reaper's cloak.
i find comfort in these carcinogens.
i've made my nest in a swaying tree,
my body destroyed by the nauseous rocking.
they smile at me with pity in their eyes,
scribbling nonsense on those jaw-like clipboards.
their crisp, stark white world still has faith in me,
you've been dead for a year, my deari met you on december 21st,
the longest night of the year.
you had solstice eyes: cold, dark, alluring.
i knew you were not meant to last,
powerful as a gale but fragile as
the tulip stems you snapped,
a sickening cycle of you,
an overwhelming tidal wave.
they say two wrongs will never make a right,
but i made so many bad choices that
i wound up back where I began.
it was too easy to love you,
but getting you to love me back was impossible.
i clawed at your chest until I struck blood,
until my nails split into shards.
you were born a phantom,
and i, your corpse.
holding onto you felt like drowning in quicksand;
i fought but always sank into your arms.
i breathed in dirt, breathed in dust, and
found my organs choked with you,
smothered by your existence.
you sucked out my breath
every time i kissed you.
i died every day with your hand
knotted in my hair.
You left on june 21st,
the longest day of the year.
i bit down sorrow and deconstructed
the labyrinth within me,
the one you hadn't th
Don't pick a fight with an Artist
Don't pick a fight with an artist
Wanna fight pussy?
Give me yar best shot
Or will you throw a paintbrush at me?
I'm so scared- not
Excuse me? What did you say?
What is a punch you ask?
Of course let me tell you:
A blow with the fist- it's quite a simple task
Are y' gonna cwyyy?
I dunno what you just said
Why don't you let me show you?
I'll f****** punch you and then- boom- you're dead!?
Pardon? What did you ask?
You need a clearer definition?
Of course, let me show you
I'll demonstrate- with out your permission
Ouch! Hey no fair
Dude you are so gay
You write poetry
I'll make you f****** pay!
Discúlpeme? What did you mutter?
I'm gay? Is that what you said?
Perhaps you need some assistance, let me help
I'll be gentle I promise- I did need new ink! In the colour red<
Mirror, MirrorMirror, mirror, on the wall,
Watch it crumble, break and fall.
Look at all the bloody glass,
How it reminds them of a severed past.
Watch a reflection slowly disappear,
Looking at all the shattered, crushed mirrors.
A breathless state of mind goes by,
Am I just alive or did I die?
Confused and in an awe,
Careless people unknown to what one saw.
Throat slit so one can't be unlocked,
Too bad the thoughts have become blocked.
Crimson splatters, dripping, breaking away,
Thou shall not know the feeling of all the pain.
Oh, Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Why did you crumble, break and fall?
Eye of the StormI believed I could make the wind blow,
and force the moon to shine at night,
create rainbows just by thinking,
and hold tea parties for fairies in July,
I was the queen of my own graceful lands.
Yet, I grew old and realized,
I am the kind of girl who'd trip and fall,
often for stepping on her own feet.
My crown of diamond and gold
now a rusted piece of bronze,
I lost my throne to treason, my kingdom to hate,
I became the eye of a hurricane,
loaded with mishaps I need to atone.
I felt the soft touches of angels,
and lost my own wings to demons who could crush stone.
Felt the scorching tears run so often,
I knew I must have hit bottom low.
I had nothing holy, no one to call dear,
but here I am, the starting point of my own storm.
I felt fear, clung to shadows,
encased my heart within marble walls,
and threw the keys that can unlock my soul.
So many chances I've lost with no love to seek,
and so many people I turned my back to.
I let the darkness gnaw through my bones.
A stranger walked up to me today...A man walked up to me and asked me for a cigarette… I told him I didn't smoke anymore, and he asked me why? ––I answered "because the person I used to smoke with, isn't around anymore", and he replied…"that's why I smoke."
A woman walked up to me and asked me for drugs, I replied "I have several in store…his eyes, his smile, his hands"…she whispered, "that's not a drug"…and I laughed as I said.. "if only you knew."
A child walked up to me today and asked me to play a game, I told them I was too tired to play games, i'd been playing for years, they replied…"then you must be a pro!", to which I said "yes…a pro at losing."
An old woman stared at me today, and I asked her…"is something wrong?" she answered "I was about to ask you the same question."
© Rocio Belinda Mendez
Stuck The car sputtered and shook as it came to an almost silent stop. The engine had gone silent as the horn beeped loudly through the dark night. The orange gas light blinked mockingly at the woman behind the wheel. It was making fun of her; she knew it was making fun of her. Grabbing the black cellular phone on the passenger seat, she looked at it with full intention of calling somebody to come help her.
“Oh, what the hell?!”
The “no service” sign was mocking her at the same exact time. The horn beeped loudly as she slammed her head against it once again. The day was out to get her in general. She had arrived at all her classes late, and her son was sick with the flu. The babysitter was able to watch him as she went to her late night classes. Giving a heavy sigh, she lifted her head off the wheel to look out the window. Drops of water pooled on the windshield as rain started to fall in a pitter-patter pattern. She didn’t quite understand the message th
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