Abuse

I can't help it
When I think of you, all I want is to hurt you
Make you feel the way you treated me for so long
You abused me to no end
And I accepted it as love
You would call me names that had hurt me so
I hadn't thought a person who loved you,
Could break your soul in so many shattering pieces
You claimed to have loved me
Only it hadn't been true for quite a time
I believed in your 'I love You's"
But they had only been words
No emotions were present
Not for a long time
I loved you
I thought you loved me too
Time changed
So did I
I can't ever love you again
I can't ever put my body through it again
I'm sorry
I hate you