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Hey Guys.
I'm extremely sorry that all I've been uploading lately has been poetry/literature. I'm really wanting to do a Photography shoot real soon and hopefully you'll get to see my new look. Yes. I did say 'new' look. I'm completely changing my wardrobe around and I've already dyed my hair a new color. I feel like I'm going to go back to my old look, except this time. It's gonna be black, with blonde bangs with a turquoise undercut. I cannot wait to be able to show all of you.
And then hopefully you'll be able to see my new clothes as well...
I hate not being able to give you all actual updates.
I know you enjoy my poetry, but I just like being visual.
Forgive Me, I'm writing again
What did I do to deserve this? This aching inside that I cannot let go of, what did I do to deserve this treatment? Constantly stuck between if you really love me or if you pity me. I can't live like this forever. I loved before and I got thrown to the side like I was nothing to that person. I loved before and it was not at all how I expected it to be. I want to be loved, for me. Not for someone I'm not, not for something I cannot pretend to be. I need acceptance. I need to be loved for my flaws and all, but yet once you find out, I'm always getting treated like I deserved the things that happened to me. I didn't ask for any of this, I asked
Losing More Weight..
Alright
So I'm losing even more weight
Bought me a new shirt at Walmart last night...The cutest damn shirt. and It is a smaller size than I already wear. Well, it's strapless and it keeps falling down. Shit! This sucks. lol
I'm not ashamed to say this. I've had a baby. lol.
Before I got pregnant I weighed 195. When I went into the doctor office to get weighed before I had my daughter, I weighted 212lbs. Well. It's 10 weeks since I've had my daughter and I weight 178lbs now. :) And still losing it.
Quick Update on my Life?
On August 30th, I made the worst mistake of my life. I don't even know why I had done what I did. Recently, come to find out that after two years of actually being sober (yes, I say sober) from Depression, I became depressed once again. As if it weren't bad enough that I was already dealing with Anxiety and Bi-polar. Now, I've never been diagnosed with Bi-polar, but people seem to always tell me I am. I don't know. But, anyways.
Come to find out that I'm going through Depression once again. Why? Because lately since I've dealt with so much, it just added up to causing me to not being able to hold it in anymore. I mean after finding out what
Stitch Obsessed?
Someone sent me a Note this morning and asked me what 'stitch obsessed' was. Well to be honest my friend, it means exactly what it says. I'm obsessed with Stitch. You know from "Lilo & Stitch"?
Why?
Because for many reasons in fact.
1) He's a damn good Elvis Presley impersonator.
2) He's so adorable.
3) My favorite Disney character
4) His voice is so addicting
You see my friend(s), Stitch is simply the best (in my opinion) Disney character and most definitely the cutest. I can't resist. Everytime I go to the store, if I see something Stitch..I have to have it. I can't get over his little cuteness.
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